i decided to write... as someone had always asked me to. she says i write well. ;-)
the language is english for the moment but maybe it will be a mix of languages as i speak...it should be as i think. with not many friends around me today, i do need an outlet to talk, to let my emotions out... this may just be the platform to do that. this may just be the platform to be myself... the platform where i need not pretend. today, it is immaterial of what others think of me... i know what i am, how good / bad / ugly i am.
i was very angry sometime back... very very angry. so angry that i have decided to move on...or move out if u may say. from where? from the place which have been my permanent address for long... maybe last 12 years. it used to be my home... if home is where your heart is. it's no more the home and it's no more the permanent adress for me.
may be i have made mistakes in my life... mistakes which no one would readily accept or acknowledge. neither do i. but i have always believed that i should stand up for my actions...come what may. and i hope to stand by all my actions... today and every other day.
i need to share. i need to talk. i need to write. would it be of interest to anyone...probably not... i m too insignificant for the world. nevertheless, i will write not for anyone but for myself and myself only.
for the time, it's time to move on... it's time to move on for one more time to siliguri... to walk in to the TATA AIG LIC office for the last time tomorrow. it's going to be my last day at work at TALIC.
